What is my desire? My desire is here's my story
Its her the way she carries herself I see her in photos sometimes in my dreams I wanna show her that I'm not like the hollywood hotshots she's used to she's in the spotlight while behind the scenes like the phantom of the opera I don't feel neglected she notices me but if she knew that I wanted to be leading man in starring in her movie..would she give me the part or would I be the understudy to someone else playing the role...until I audition for her...I won't know...To be continued
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Recently...I've jus got over someone that's been in my life for years...and I'm so broken inside that I can't even talk to girl when ever me and my friends go out to chill...is it the fact that I'm not over her or that its jus supressed feelings that I have for her whatever it is she's stays on my mind like crazy though...I don't know what to do we used to hang out everywhere and did everything before we became a couple..and I walk pass these places we used to chill at and hope I don't run into her I can't let her see what emotional damage she's done to me. Maybe I need a phycologist lol but I've surrounded myself with a very great person who inspired to write this blog....